It’s getting harder and harder to think for myself… I have come to realize that my ability to think original, coherent thoughts has waned rather fast. Like now I have become too tired and occupied with getting over the intricacies of life, now I just let everything in…
I’m in a position of responsibility. That in itself means I have to do three people’s work. School’s closed. Add another five people. Budgets to do, emails to send out, sanity to keep… The usual.
And I’m interning. I’m supposed to be doing that now, but nobody’s watching… Cats and mice 🙂
I’ve been having interesting, intricate dreams… means I’m getting more REM sleep. Good sign. Like one where my uncles, all five of them, and me, were sitting down for a chat. There were other people I can’t remember. Getting life lessons. Ok, that’s where I was like, is my brain trying to tell me something, like perhaps I need a father figure, or worse, all those ‘getting married’ stories I was getting will come true sooner rather than later…

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